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(no subject) [Sep. 3rd, 2012|01:57 pm]
Katrina ♥
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I want this to be an anonymous post. If you see this post, I'd appreciate a comment on it.

Say anything you like. Good things, bad things, random things, problems you have with me, problems you're having yourself, confessions, anything. Just be honest.
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(no subject) [Feb. 23rd, 2012|10:49 am]
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It must be nice to have so many people wish you well.
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(no subject) [Nov. 24th, 2011|06:06 pm]
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#sydmas is tomorrow so this is the final roll call! also serving as a reminder of what i need to pack.

as i've said, i often forget this sort of thing, so please let me know, or correct me if i am wrong.

this is what i remember borrowing:
travis - i have your flavor of love 1 and 2. i will return these to you ASAP and meant to do so the other weekend, but i keep forgetting.
jess - I have your misfits season 1 and i'm so sorry i'm holding onto this. i've watched it and been meaning to return it for ages.
nat - i have your two books who's who in hell and fierce people. i swear you said i could keep one of these because you had two copies but i can't remember which. again.
toy - i have doctor who, dylan moran and some l word. i also think I have a copy of high fidelity which may be yours. if it's not, i don't know who it belongs to.

this is what i remember people borrowing:
nat - you have my small silver ipod, where the fuck is santa and i think bam's unholy union? i know you took a few dvds when you last visited but i'm a little fuzzy on which. still fuzzy.
toy - did you still have any of my dvds? i can't remember if it was only skins i loaned to you or not. it seems you're always giving me things!
megan - my booky wook, yes? pete doesn't have it, so you must.

i need a lot of help on this because i can NEVER REMEMBER what i have loaned out, fo'reals, so please speak up! i especially tend to forget books.

this is what i (know i) am missing:
- wildboyz season 1 (possibly stolen by previous roommate)
- how i met your mother season 3

if you know i have something of yours that you need returned before i leave (dec 12), can you please email me your address? i should be seeing anyone who's anyone at #sydmas though.

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(no subject) [Aug. 17th, 2011|07:14 pm]
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The Real Life my elders spoke of was, according to them, something cold and stark and grim, something that was always trying to catch you when you weren't looking, and trip you up. But that Morning confirmed that Christmas, and told me they were wrong. Real Life was in that singing blue and in the trumpets and shells and bells of those flowers.

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(no subject) [Feb. 1st, 2011|05:48 pm]
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okay, so, i'm planning on moving overseas as some of you may know and i'm trying to compile a list of things that people have borrowed, or i have borrowed from them. the thing is, i often forget this sort of thing, so please let me know, or correct me if i am wrong.

this is what i remember borrowing:

travis - i have your flavor of love 1 and 2 and also black swan. i will return these to you ASAP.
nat - i have your two books who's who in hell and fierce people. i swear you said i could keep one of these because you had two copies but i can't remember which.
jackie - i have your friday and next friday. i will return these to you ASAP.
toy - did i still have any of your dvds? i think it was only torchwood i borrowed, right?

this is what i remember people borrowing:
nat - you have my small silver ipod, where the fuck is santa and i think bam's unholy union? i know you took a few dvds when you last visited but i'm a little fuzzy on which.
toy - did you still have any of my dvds? i can't remember if it was only skins i loaned to you or not.
chris - even though he won't read this, i totally have a half-used bottle of snow fairy. i should send that to him...

i need a lot of help on this because i can NEVER REMEMBER what i have loaned out, fo'reals, so please speak up! i especially tend to forget books.

this is what i (know i) am missing:
- wildboyz season 1 (jackie maybe? idk)
- how i met your mother season 3

because this entry is public so that all of my friends can see this list, if you need to send something back to me can you please email me on katrina.schmidt2@gmail.com to get my address? i'd rather not put it out publicly just because. likewise, if you know i have something of yours that you need returned before i leave, can you please email me your address?

i know this is pretty premature, but i need to know well in advance because i take my sweet ass time getting to a post office to post these things.
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a letter. [Jul. 2nd, 2010|02:54 am]
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i know i shouldn't care so much, and it shouldn't hurt as much, but it does. and worst of all, i don't think you even realise you're doing it. i wish i could be flippant and just not give a shit, but that's not me. i don't know how to turn it off. i'm left feeling like no one really cares and it just makes me think, "well, why bother? why waste your energy?" i hardly ever feel respected, and i always feel like the stupid one, the looked-down-upon one, the inferior one. and i know i shouldn't let it get to me, and i shouldn't accept people making me feel that way, but i'm a glutton for anything that makes me feel as shit as i think i am. we accept the love, we think we deserve, right? one day i'll learn to love myself and stop seeking people's acceptance and we won't be friends. because i won't stand for it. i'm underappreciated and completely disposable. and right now, that's all i'm worth because i've got low self-esteem, body issues, an inability to trust and a broken down heart that's forgotten how to be vulnerable. who wants that in a friend anyway? it's the kind of thing that'd drive you to drink, really. but i'll try not to, because i feel better about myself when i don't and maybe one of these days, i'll muster the courage to say, "fuck you" and never look back and i'll walk away from this friendship, it's that's what you can call it, and i'll stop feeling sad because you won't have that hold over me, because i'll know and believe with every fibre of my being that i am better than you. and that i have always been better than you; that i have more soul than you ever will have. and i won't beg that you hurt as much as you made me hurt, because i'll be better than that. i'll take the high road because i'm shiny and new and i don't need to wish you pain, because i don't need to make myself feel better.

but until that day, i long for you to hurt. to fucking hurt. to make me feel the things you made me feel. because you deserve it more than anyone i've ever met, more than anyone i've ever known. where's your heart? still, i'd wait on you hand and foot to please you, to make me feel like i'm worthy of the time you never give me. i'll perpetuate the abuse and you'll stomp on every shred of confidence i have until you've sapped it all out of me. i'll cycle between believing i'm useless, worthless and you're the best i ever had, to being angry and murderous and bitter, but in the end, i'll want to run right on back. because that's just our dynamic, right? i'm the carer, you're the cared for. it's always about you; it's always been about you.

and no, this isn't about them. it's about you.
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(no subject) [Jun. 30th, 2010|11:14 pm]
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the universe did everything to keep me and this boy apart. before we ever got a chance to turn our flirty behaviour into anything, he moved to sydney.

LOOK AT HIM NOW! KILL MEEEEEEE!!!



why is like so unfair to me?
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Writer's Block: Mega Bite [May. 24th, 2010|12:09 am]
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If you could own a restaurant, what type of food would you serve, and what would you call it?

I've definitely discussed opening a Italian train. As in, like a sushi train, only with pizza and pasta. They would go around on little plates and they would be small serves and then you could have multiple. I get kind of sick of only eating carbonara when I go out to dinner because when the waiter comes over, I panic and just say, "Err, I'll have the carbonara?" This way, a waiter would not peer pressure me into a meal, and I could eat carbonara AND something else! :D
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(no subject) [May. 16th, 2010|10:11 pm]
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I've begun filling in my Friday and Saturday nights with events that will occupy my evenings and keep me distracted from drinking, so considering every Saturday night is no longer penciled in with the usual "The Beat timezz", then I'm going to need to keep track of what I'm doing until I get a diary and also things I still need to purchase.

Attending:
Saturday 22 May - Ron Mueck Exhibition at GoMA 9am - 5pm
Friday 28 May - Briefs at The Judith Wright Centre 7pm
Wednesday 9 June - Russell Brand at Rod Laver Arena, Melbourne 8pm
Thursday 10 June - Melbourne
Friday 11 June - Melbourne
Saturday 12 June - Melbourne/Hervey Bay
Sunday 13 June - Hervey Bay
Monday 14 June - Hervey Bay
Saturday 19 June - Ennio Marchetto at Playhouse QPAC 8pm
Saturday 17 June - In Stitches at Cascade Court QPAC 8pm
Sunday 11 July - Bill Bailey at Concert Hall QPAC 8pm

Need to buy:
- Ron Mueck ticket - $12
- Flights to Melbourne
- Hotel in Melbourne
- Skybus ticket - $26
- Ennio Marchetto ticket - $49.90
- Bill Bailey ticket - $79.90
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(no subject) [Apr. 17th, 2010|05:57 pm]
Katrina ♥
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"I hope that this opus will be an inspiration to all who are aware that we are a rebellious people who want to fuck shit up, but at the same time we also want a fluffy pillow, a good wi-fi connection and non-prison food for lunch."

- Tiny Acts of Rebellion by Rich Fulcher

Go out and buy it. Support this funny, funny man.

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